The thing is: I am too bitter to fall in love but at the same time I want and need it. I want somebody to tell me that I am the first person they think of when they hear a song and that it reminds them of something small I once did or said. I want someone to crave my affection and my kisses and I need someone to love me for who I am, who I was and who I will be.
Do you just ever love a person so much
But not in a sexual/romantic way
You just love them so much it’s not even a friendship
It’s like they’re your sibling or a platonic soul mate
You don’t want to make out with them or do sexual things
You just want to keep them close to you and protect them and be their friend for life